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In Rivers, In Floods

by Mon Sonrad

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1.
In the river, in the flood of emotion, lost my love Drowned in sorrow and in blood in the river, in the flood As you melt into me all that I think just falls from my mouth and into my sheets Will you talk me down or open me up and let me spill out In the river, in the flood of emotion, lost my love Here in a sense (strung out and senseless) stuck in pretenses God in your heart (in through the arm) what is the harm What is that old good age to go Lovers lie with you, still you feel sad and alone What is that old What is that old good age to go In the river, in the flood of emotion, lost my love
2.
Oh southern belle of threaded hair you spun a feeling in the heavy air but I can't tell if words were good for all the whispers coming through the wood lala Your heart is well and free of grime but still you're coughing corpses half the time Those sickle cells come sharply down; the only moment to be had is now lala Shaking and folding the shapes of old clothing too torn and tangled to wear Lucid dreams of a nice view, nightmares of white seeds inside you Swollen with every despair You say you might be on the rise (I see the laughter ringing in your eyes) But by the time you change your mind I might change mine lala
3.
Last night was a show of shit remember six beers, that's about it I got spins, I got mean You got pissed, we split scenes (I got mean) Whoa mama, why does it seem that everybody's fighting with the devil in me Me and your girl hooked up in a bar got real heavy, we went real far You found out, you got mad broke your fist on my head Whoa mama, why does it seem that everybody's fighting with the devil in me Wake up in the morning, man, what a creep not in my bed, out on the street smelling like piss and vomit and rum some of this shit's gotta be my own Whoa mama, why does it seem that everybody's fighting with the devil in me
4.
I see the black angels coming for me great dark vultures up over the trees and should I run, their fiery love will burn my body away Look there's a golden heart down in the mud though once mine I can't see it at all there's something wrong, all color's gone my mind is slipping away And the world is shades of gray My limbs are shaking with wrath and with pain the spirit jumped ship but the vessel remains a lonely ghost floats for the coast just to drown in the bay And the world is shades of gray In the anguish, in the despair I'd stand with open arms for some savior savior to come but my heart breaks breaks with my bones and that's all that I've got so I lay down and die cursing God And the world, it fades from gray, and then is gone
5.
Someday I'll be yours Will you wait, oh paramore Skies of gold and clouds of chrome Fill the void, take me home Oh shining Babylon Someday in your womb Grows a boy, blue as the moon Eyes of gold and teeth of chrome All the void on his tongue Oh shining Babylon So bright So bright So bright Bathed in the sunbeams and blood of the light Bathed in the sunbeams and blood of the light Bathed in the sunbeams and blood of the light
6.
Last night left me frozen-boned and in the morning light I still felt wholy alone with my head abuzz and my feet cut up there's something in the blood that's wont to lead me home It's alright I'll be fine I don't mind I don't mind It's alright I'll be fine It's alright It's alright It's alright Last night left me hollow-toned and in the morning bright I still felt all on my own with my head abuzz and heart full of love there's something in the blood that's wont to lead me home It's alright I'll be fine I don't mind I don't mind It's alright I'll be fine It's alright It's alright It's alright And don't you don't you don't you Don't you lie to me I'm tired of feigned indifference All I need is an honest exchange Don't laugh at me I'm tired of modes malicious If they were to go what would remain
7.
Three cheers for that yankee sun hip hip ha three cheers for the one you love you know the feeling you know it's got to be strong say hey son where you goin where you got to go now you know you've got everything everything you'll ever need in Ohio but no, I don't drive south 'til you see the pines see the Georgia pines a' growing tall drive south to ghetto marshland i know it looks a little harsh but it will be a home away from home where we'll live long 'cuz life moves slow moving through the sea of nettles puddled up between the pines i see women running wild i resolve to make one mine trap one in a darker corner the look she gave ran up my spine though i sought to be a trapper I am snared by her dark eyes I'm hypnotized
8.
Sure as the sunlight leaves me sneezing You'll be leaving when summer comes I'll try so hard to be happy here without you love Sure as a rock would leave me leaking I'll be feeling down south of the line I'll try not to feed the river with this flesh of mine When tired hands drag me to bed When iron eyes lay me to rest The only dream I'll see is you safe and warm with me again Be good, stay young young at heart though your head's been growing up no worries, don't cry I will be here for you until the day I die or at least I'll try to treat you right for the rest of my life
9.
In this sorry state I will the flood a twist of fate and the river take me from this place In this heavy air the lucid dreams the threaded hair and the river rise to reach your name Now the pines with hollow tones The blue-moon boy with eyes of gold and the river wash the world away In this iron lung The nettled sea the yankee sun and the river all rock me awake Now the pines with hollow tones The blue-moon boy with eyes of gold and the river wash the world away In the end of days all angels black with fade from gray our vessels empty but we'll all shine on turning from today the river swells and takes me away this time i'll find it the heart to call a home In the river, In the flood of emotion, lost my love

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released February 18, 2017

Musicians:

Ben Austin
James Chapman
Christina Erb
Carlos Frade
Sean Muldrow
Luis Salazar
Todd Yuratich


Written and recorded by Sean Muldrow
Mixed by Sean and Ken Muldrow

Piano on track 9 recorded by Jason Richard at Clockright Studio

Mastered by Nick Landis at Terra Nova Digital Audio, Inc.
Austin, Texas

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